I have done all I can. I'm not sure about some of the decisions I've made, but I'm afraid that I'll be too afraid to change them if I'm wrong. Fear is a terrible thing. But my fear is founded in logical ideas. Should I do what I've committed to do? Or do what will be best for me? Commitments are not things that I can break easily. I'll let someone down, I'll lower others' opinions of me. But what about the alternative? Is it worth it? Now I wait.
Sorry for being so abstract. My posts have started exhibiting free writing more than they have in the past. I'm not sure if it'll stay this way. We'll see.
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