My Forty-fourth Post

Weird exchange between C and myself:

C: [insults me]
Me: Well, that's true.
C: Shut up, no it's not.
Me: [throws highlighter at C; scowls]
C: We have such a great relationship!

My Forty-third Post

So, just to check back in:

(1)Pay tuition
Yep.
(2)Buy the rest of my books
Done.
(3)Don't cry over my empty bank account
I bought myself a Jamba Juice to distract myself. So CHECK!
(4)Read scriptures
Yes.
(5)Finish moving my stuff into my new room
Umm... I don't know why I even put this on the list, as all of my stuff is already in my room. I think maybe I meant 'put the stuff away,' but since I didn't actually say that, I'm not responsible for that... right?
(6)Find a day planner
Hm. I looked, but was unsatisfied. I will have to try again later.

My Forty-second Post

Today is my first day of school. Er... except that it's not really. See, classes start today, but since I'm not actually taking any Tuesday classes, I have no obligations to attend said non-existent classes. In fact, I have no obligations at all. Except maybe to go to work this afternoon. GAH! I have to get out of my summer mind set! Okay, let's come up with a few obligations for today:

(1)Pay tuition
(2)Buy the rest of my books
(3)Don't cry over my empty bank account
(4)Read scriptures
(5)Finish moving my stuff into my new room
(6)Find a day planner

Okay, that looks good. I'll report back later to let you know how I've done with my list of obligations. Yay!

My Forty-first Post

I have done all I can. I'm not sure about some of the decisions I've made, but I'm afraid that I'll be too afraid to change them if I'm wrong. Fear is a terrible thing. But my fear is founded in logical ideas. Should I do what I've committed to do? Or do what will be best for me? Commitments are not things that I can break easily. I'll let someone down, I'll lower others' opinions of me. But what about the alternative? Is it worth it? Now I wait.

Sorry for being so abstract. My posts have started exhibiting free writing more than they have in the past. I'm not sure if it'll stay this way. We'll see.

My Fortieth Post

So sometimes my job is interesting. Like a few hours ago when my co-worker called me at midnight to see if I would come in for a few hours and help her. I considered:

I'm not asleep nor especially tired.
I will get paid for working.
I like this particular co-worker.
Even if I didn't like her, I can't just abandon her.

So I went to work. In the middle of the freaking night. But it was fun. It sure was fun. I think I'm obsessed with blogging.